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the adoration of earth

by better never to have been

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1.
The crescent moon averts her eyes Solitude’s fragmented grace My body doesn’t belong to me But it comes back eventually Drifts across this vacant plot To rest unhindered What purpose can arouse me Patience undeterred for Listless longing contemplates I want for nothing We live to pollenate the trees
2.
I dreamt of cutting you out from myself And pray you do the same to my remnants left behind Our melismatic cry could rattle the heavens Stacking thirds for the dirge of my life No end in sight for cyclic loss A cadence enriched with each passing phase Perpetual returns to this jolted state, stomach pitted Reclining into a familiar gulf with eyelids dragging Ceaselessly, cut me loose
3.
A chevron of lights Arranged in a cross against the back wall Refracted in their full spectral radiance I’m grasping to capture, to envelop a transience To clasp a purity Which cannot be rendered in any meaningful way Nothing has meaning anymore My act of living, no longer performed Self-consciously We’re tethered at blinding heights Mechanised against an impulse To run aground beached and broken
4.
Comfort, safety Circling the drain Has it been a year already Hollowed out and silent Assembling a picture of myself From an anxious reminiscent glance 
I’ve got to scratch my heart into stone Before it slips away When my jaw hangs slack and this tongue Breaks off straining to touch meaning Alight with me to Our darkened stairwell Another hour our hearts at rest In a fugue state Or your true self
5.
You don’t see the frames surrounding Every aspect of your life Self-contained outcomes and fragmented episodes Preserved in their perfect aspects Archived in aspic Sunk beneath a sightline Languid, diffuse Eyes met, darting, informing A decade of changes Reins taken without consideration Almost together Almost embracing

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released April 3, 2020

written and recorded february - march 2020
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